After my relevation last night, the day started off on a bit of a melancholy note. I don't really feel close to my husband right now, and I suppose that makes me feel sort of lonely. I still have yet to master not yelling or speaking harshly to my 5-year old. I think sometimes that he is too much like me and that we butt heads over that, but lots of love, lots of love, that's all I have to remember.
I need a nap and then perhaps I'll function a bit better. Life is good, my children are great and I've got nothing to complain about. All I'm missing is a little romantic love, I get plenty of the other kind from my kids ;)
But I'm also missing a little bit of tender loving care. I don't get that so much from them, although my 10-month old was pulling my hair a bit and I thought it felt so nice to have someone to play with my hair. That and feet massages are absolute heaven. I can count on one hand the amount of times i got that from my hubby in the last 5 years. Reflection on him, not me I hope.
Oh oh, better go, girl's back and not happy.
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